While washing the dirty window I was looking at my mother's tree.
Speaking to him as I always do....
Then I had that moment.
When it came to rest in my heart.
Today things changed....
That breath... was the beginning of a new me.
Or is it the true me?
A new life.
I let go and my Spirit soared.
Perspectives changed and I know what I can no longer hold on to.
I have no need to.
I look forward into the sky
and I am free.
"Time waits for no one". The old folks weren't kidding when they said that.
After fifteen years of caretaking I now find myself feeling exhausted and somewhat lost. Mom passed away the 11th of May, 2017. It was a blessing for her. Heck, she was ready to leave the physical even before dementia took her mind away. She so hated not being independent and able to care for herself. Just goes to prove another saying all the old folks had ...... "You never know what Life has in store for you". Ain't that the truth!
So its recovery and new beginnings for me. I can feel my creativity stirring again and that means that it will all be ok! That much I do know.
